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Monday, August 20th, 2007
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7:59 am
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| Friday, August 3rd, 2007
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5:29 pm
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| Sunday, July 1st, 2007
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12:36 am
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Meh. I am thinking less like a friend and more like a girlfriend. Bah, I hate that. 'Causes all sorts of problems.
Why is it that I more often then not end up on good terms with my friends exes and where do you draw the line? I think it has something to do with my open door policy of listening to anyone who wants to be listened too. Now one of them is interested in hanging out but I'm not sure.
I wish David would get online. I reaaaalllly need to talk to him. I love him so much, I wonder if he even knows. The problem is making it an unselfish love.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: "Break You" by Marion Raven
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| Thursday, June 21st, 2007
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10:37 pm
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| Monday, May 28th, 2007
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12:22 pm
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Remember Memorial Day.
My tribute this year will be late, as I haven't thought up the perfect idea yet.
current music: 12 O'clock High on TV
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| Saturday, May 26th, 2007
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3:05 pm
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Thing I've learned: I can be a very annoying person, and I probably will annoy everyone I know at one time or another. This includes, but is not limited to: family, friends, boyfriends, friends of friends, strangers, family of friends/boyfriends, and assorted pets (cats, dogs, etc.)
I'm officially aging David to 4.
I didn't like POTC 3 much.
I had great amounts of fun these past two days :).
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| Friday, May 18th, 2007
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11:17 am
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AAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!!
Ok! I feel better.
Note to the world. CAAAALLLL if you're not going to be able to follow through with plans. 'Cause some of us take things seriously and set aside ALL THAT TIME to be with you, to the exclusion of other things, and...here we are! Still waiting for your call.
CALL DAMMIT!
*bows* G'day
current mood:  annoyed
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| Wednesday, May 9th, 2007
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3:14 pm
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I feel craptastic.
I've gotten into two fights in the last 24 hours, pissed off at other people, snapped at some more...I'm just a barrel of laughs.
I was also apparently a dipshit to someone and didn't even know it.
*sigh* If I could remove all my reproductive organs and be sure of ridding myself of PMS for life, I would. Being able to reproduce is SOOOO not worth this.
*grumble* Well, I'm off to David's piano recital.
current music: "The Anthem" by Good Charlotte
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| Saturday, April 28th, 2007
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7:39 pm
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| Friday, April 20th, 2007
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10:46 pm
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I am a Disney Channel girl pop fantic :(. I happened to flip through the new Zack & Cody...I'm now listening to The Veronicas. Moooo.
I write about Puccini. Yay.
Probably going to see David and Vanita tomorrow! *bounce bounce*
But I'm feeling pretty "meh" so maybe not :/.
We'll see.
current mood:  tired
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| Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
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12:49 am
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I just ordered a new phone.
My old phone is starting to go a bit wonky, and I've had an upgrade available for quite some time now so yeah. This one got high ratings (8/10) and my dad was interested in it too, so it out to work out for at least one of us :P. Hopefully it'll arrive by Wednesday.
Now I'm off to finish Rurouni Kenshin before I sleep.
current mood:  wants to cuddle
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| Sunday, April 1st, 2007
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12:12 am
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I am upset.
And for no good reason. I just had an awesome night. I saw Video Games Live at Woolsey with David.
AWESOME. If it comes to your area, go see it. Seriously.
I SAW THE BLINFOLDED NINTENDO PIANIST!!! AAAAAHHHH!!!
*cough* actually I'm feeling better. That show was really something.
current mood:  calm
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| Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
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4:50 pm - Junk I need to work on
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1. Putting others first
...lost that somewhere along the way, I think.
2. Not manipulating
I don't know HOW I got there, but yeah. Seems I've been manipulating people without really realizing it. Kind of. Oops...
3. Truly loving David
4. Not assuming that when someone rejects something I want to do that they're rejecting me.
Dumb reaction.
5. Communicating. Particularly with David.
current mood:  relieved
current music: "Hollow Years" by Dream Theater
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| Saturday, March 17th, 2007
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7:43 pm - Sam and Al
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I was just poking through a Quantum Leap music mix I made a while ago and found "Come on Home" by Indigo Girls.
I really wish I had some artistic talent. I have this beautiful picture in my head of Al smoking a cigar while thinking about Sam and having these sort of composite images of Sam in the background. Oh to be good with a pencil.
Perhaps I shall write a short fic instead.
current mood:  wistful
current music: "Come On Home" by Indigo Girls
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| Sunday, March 11th, 2007
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12:11 am
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You must all see Amazing Grace!
It truly is amazing. I've seen it twice already and I plan on seeing it at least once more.
Mmm...David just vanished off IM and it made me cry for some random reason. Meh, I'm too emotional :P.
I want pop...
current mood: meh
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| Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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11:27 pm - That's the way it is.
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I don't get it.
I really hate my ability to doubt people I know. I mean, people I really care about and who really care about me, for some reason, at LEAST once a month, usually more, I doubt that they care to the point of wanting to just break everything off.
*grumble*
I think this paranoia looks like depression to other people. 'Cause I think, depression-wise, I've been doing pretty well (not perfect, but yeah). But this....this is not good *nods*
On a happier note, I am going to see La Boheme tomorrow! With Alicia and David! If given the choice, I am still debating whether or not to sit next to David. Honestly, I can't be trusted to keep my hands off him for any length of time *cough* ANYWAYS!
Speaking of David, he took to me out to dinner last night, which was very sweet of him :). I dunno, he's definitely a bit of a romantic. I'm more the "let's beat each other up playing video games then cuddle" type :P.
current mood:  chipper
current music: "That's the Way" by Jo Dee Messina
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| Thursday, February 8th, 2007
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12:20 pm - *bouncey*
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I'm kinda excited. I just found out in about...2 or 3 years, my peanut allergy levels have gone from 73, to, 34, to 19. 19! Dr. W says if it gets down to 2, he'd be willing to "challenge" the allergy.
Basically, all this means is that there's a slight chance I might grow out of my peanut allergy altogether, even though it's very rare for someone my age to do that.
I'm hoping I do. Then I could eat Chinese food, try Thai food, and have another much needed source of protien. Not to mention not having to worry about getting sick from a candy bar :P.
whoooo! *cart wheels*
current mood:  awake
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| Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
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3:41 pm
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CHRISTOPHER ECCLESTON IS ON HEROES!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Yes, I am ashamed of myself. But really, he's to cool NOT to be happy.
I claim him.
My sister claimed Doctor Who number 9 and won't share. His Heroes character is MINE! Muahahaha!
Besides, I can pronounce his name and she can't *sticks tongue out*
current mood:  Childish
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| Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
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10:59 pm
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I give up.
Short of tattooing assignments on my arm I can't stay organized.
For all practical purposes I have failed English for the second time. I'm withdrawing sometime this week. And from Photography. Second time I've withdrawn from a photography class. So much for that "talent".
I was sitting here trying to catch up on math (I can't do it IN class 'cause the computer always crashes) while working out a thesis for my persuasive speech when I JUST remembered I have a test tomorrow on 5 chapters I've barely looked at. And screwed myself over on the last test too.
And then I just started crying. Yeah, I'm pathetic. Oh, and I can't stop crying.
I CAN'T keep track of anything! I write it down, I post it to my journals, and it still comes down to remembering JUST before.
And then it's pointless to try 'cause it's always something I can't handle in one night.
I spent all afternoon TRYING to talk myself out of withdrawing from all my classes and going to the mall to look for a couple jobs so I can start working at meeting poverty level. Maybe.
I think I stand a chance of passing two classes. Maybe.
And I could've spent that time studying except I didn't know I needed to study.
And who would hire a someone who was fired for being a safety issue?
I dunno. I just don't know.
current mood:  crushed
current music: "Hurt" by Johnny Cash
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3:18 pm
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confused
worried